I NEED A SCANNER T_T

its been forever but im back

finally got internet on my birthday which is today.

ive defiently changed my style and ive tooken up storying writing so expect a lot of that.

so much has happened.

and so much has changed.

but im still dedicated to this deviantart thing so yea i will be posting stuff up

just need to figure out how to connect my scanner lol.

anyways toodles and expect more to come if you like my stuff

luv yahs <3

yup after a million years im back lol and i have a new account adn the reason i stopped uploading deviations on my account is because my scanner brokedown and a lot of things have hapened in the past year >< my new deviant name is bloodyrosesxox . but the thing is that i havent uploaded anything at all on my new accoiunt so yea i gotta work on thaqt . BUT I GOT A NEW TABLET so some stuff will probably be coming soon until next time peace
M<C
PS no internet at tge moment so it will be a while.

Jasmine (my bestest friend) did this in her myspace thing so i decided to it here. so yea these are my confessions for people who will be unnamed ><

1. It's always hard to be with you, but everytime i am, i dont wanna leave. Theres nowhere else i wanna be, just with you...

2. We had our time, but we lost it cause of time and mistakes... I don't love you anymore so please try to let go...

3. Why can't you let me be. I just wana be myself and make my own decisions. Why can't you understand.


4. You people are my most treasured friends. You can never find friends like the ones i have. <3 I love you all


5. I don't know how you feel about me , and its scaring me cause your giving me mixed messages. And u have a girlfriend. You know i already have someone so please stop scaring me with ur look.


6. Sometimes i wanna kill you, and other times i think you are the sweetest thing on the earth. but in the end i love you


7. Yes boys are difficult, and we can hate them i agree with you. but in the end u need to rememeber that we can never live without them, cause then we would be bored


8. you can be difficult to understand since u have a diferent side to you but you never show it. i would like to know it bt i know that it will be a very long time before i know it.


9. Please just hold me again since ur so warm and lovable. No matter what i will find a way to you


10. Just enjoy what you have before you lose it in the end



Yea just for a quick note some of these things can refer to the same person more than once so there. lol

Everyone probably has this problem. How are we supposed to know what love is? When is ti there????? I don't know anymore. I used to think i know. But maybe i didn't even felt it then. argh this is so irritating. Damn infatuation has to be the other option.

LOL just classify this journal as a rant. I just wanna get a clue about love. Cause i thjought i felt it beofre bt maybe i didn't maybe im feeling it now for someone else. ARGH

This is probably everyones problem from time to time. Yea. Bt whenever i fall for someone i stick with them for a loooonnggg time . then i just dont feel anything anymoe for them,,....

Im gonna explode right now KABOOM.